Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Stay Strong

Demi Lovato shared with Seventeen a couple of songs from her "stay strong" playlist. Have a look (and a listen):

1. We All Need Saving - Jon McLaughlin

2. Not Afraid - Eminem

3. Word of God Speak - MercyMe

4. A Change is Gonna Come - Sam Cooke

5. Strong Enough - Stacie Orrico

6. Surrender - Barlow Girl

7. Beautiful - Bethany Dillon

The "Skyscraper" belter entered rehab a year ago and has since overcome her struggle with depression, bulimia and self-cutting. Interestingly, four of the seven songs points to the Christian faith (in blue). And the one in bold has reached an almost anthemic status with me.

Friday, December 23, 2011

Gladly

It goes without saying that if I should ever find myself with a knife pressed to my throat, urging me to denounce my seven-year devotion towards the country-crooning, God-fearing, goose bump-inducing, Carrie Underwood (some might even add mouth-watering) and pledge my allegiance to Taylor Swift instead (or any other country crooner for that matter), let it be known that I won't be sporting a turtle neck for the occasion.

Excuse the bloody allegory, but here's why.

In the immediate video below, Underwood can be seen (and more importantly, heard) belting out the chorus to "Blessed Be Your Name"! As in "Blessed Be Your Name" by Matt Redman, as in "Blessed Be Your Name" - the one tearfully sung during my friend's wake, as in "Blessed Be Your Name" - one of my life's most pivotal pick-me-up anthems, as in "Blessed Be Your Name" - "Blessed Be Your Name"!


I know, I know. You're thinking yeah sure, that's pretty cool. But surely that doesn't call for all that self-sacrificing commitment bull earlier. I suppose you're right.

Still, it's such an amazing thing to see your favourite artiste singing a song like that. Now of course she did "How Great Thou Art", but "Blessed Be Your Name"? That's close to home.

So fine, you don't think the first video was that big of a deal. But if you think that's all the ammo I've got in my arsenal, you couldn't be further from the truth. Watch the next one!


I KNOW RIGHT!

Underwood stars as a youth group leader in the feature film, "Soul Surfer" (both videos are from the film), based on the life of Bethany Hamilton, a champion surfer who manages with only one arm.

And that whole life perspective thing? Complete with Scripture verse some more!

*Giggles*

I hate being called a "fanboy" for anything, but for Underwood, I'd say, "gladly".

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Lay It Down


I've been lookin' till my eyes are tired of lookin'
Listenin' till my ears are numb from listenin'
Prayin' till my knees are sore from kneelin' on the bedroom floor
I know that you know that my heart is achin'
I'm running out of tears and my will is breakin'
I don't think that I can carry the burden of it anymore
All of my hopes and my dreams and my best laid plans,
Are slowly slippin' through my folded hands

Chorus:
So I'm gonna lay it down
I'm gonna learn to trust You now
What else can I do
Everything I am depends on You
And if the sun don't come back up
I know Your love would be enough
I'm gonna let it be, I'm gonna let it go,
I'm gonna lay it down

I've been walkin' through this world like I'm barely livin'
Buried in the doubt of this hole I've been diggin'
But You're pullin' me out
I'm finally breathin' in the open air
This room may be dark but I'm finally seein'
There's a new ray of hope, and now I'm believin'
That the past is past, and the future's beginning to look brighter now
Oh, cause all of my hopes and my dreams and my best laid plans
Are safe and secure when I place them in Your hands

"Lay It Down"
by Jaci Velasquez

**

Christian recording artist, Jaci Velasquez, found herself literally "kneeling on her bedroom floor", reeling from a painful divorce that ended her almost two-year "dream" marriage.

Add to that the pressure of living up to her prominent Christian artist status, besides being an outspoken True Love Waits advocate - all of which would now find itself caught in the same sentence with the adjective "divorced".

"...The painful truth is that our marriage didn't work out. I've had such a difficult time with this. My heart hurt so badly that I felt like I wanted to crawl under a rock and just die. I can't say that I have ever felt such pain before. My heart literally felt like it was breaking in half," Velasquez confessed.

Though all of Christendom (and perhaps herself) seemed to be against her, that would not be the end of Velasquez.

"Lay It Down" became a life anthem for the Latin American vocal powerhouse. She belts out the second chorus in an unrestrained shout to her God above, revealing a weathered rasp in her voice - and in my opinion - an even weathered soul.

Velasquez is now a happily remarried 32-year-old mother since the song's release in 2005.

When I first heard it all those years back, I knew I had to keep it close to my heart, because I knew some day, like today, I would need it.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

A Skin-ny Hope

Now if you've met or known me, you'd know that I have pretty bad acne / acne scars since forever (like Form 4-5). And if I struck you as unaffected by it, you're dead wrong.

Sometimes I think I compensate the fact that I have undesired skin by developing a desired personality - so at least I won't be known as the acne-ridden guy, but instead, the funny guy or the chatty guy or whatever else. Of course I'm not saying that I pretend or act funnily for this reason (in fact I never really regarded it that way), but I think because I naturally am the way I am, it takes the focus off my acne - at least I hope.

Anyway, I stumbled upon this Youtube video, and boy, I listened to her story / tutorial in rapt attention. Nineteen-year-old, Cassandra Bankson wakes up each day, deploys an arsenal of make-up on her face, before stepping out onto her front porch for the world to see.

On this day, Bankson does just the opposite.

Stepping boldly before a webcam, Bankson undoes her make-up, revealing an acne laden skin, and layer by layer, she demonstrates her daily foundation routine for flawless skin, all for the world to see - over two million so far.


You can see her "bimbo-ish facade" (for the lack of a better word) immediately melting away from when she was wearing her make-up at first - I felt bad for judging her initially. At one point, she got a bit misty-eyed. Of course, it wasn't just her skin that was grazed, it was her confidence.

What amazed me most wasn't so much the transformation (though her skin did look "flawless", as promised), but her ability to remain hopeful. Bankson scoured the web and whipped up a tonne of research while paying visits to dermatologists and trying everything out.

Bankson today is a model, how successful I don't know, but one can easily connect the dots. She dreams of not just attaining a flawless face but to one day, model. She is naturally pretty but we all know that that's still a long shot for someone without perfect skin - at least that's what I thought before I saw this.

She hoped, as slim - or in her case, as skin-ny - hope may be.

Monday, December 5, 2011

The Unheard Original Rendition of Disney's Mulan

Well, it's not exactly unheard (the video already garnered over 500,000 Youtube views so far) but I doubt a lot of us would go searching for the original rendition - unless you have the time or even the thought.

If you're a Mulan fan like me, this is bound to make your heart skip.

Yes, it's true. There is a verse and a chorus that is different from the movie and the one belted by Christina.

In the video, Lea Salonga, the movie's original singer (an absolute legend, she was also the voice for "A Whole New World" & "Colours of the Wind"), gives a back story as to what happened to the original song - but now without giving us a hint of her resentment against the Disney producers, cloaked by a tonne of wit and a sense of humour of course.

Without further ado, terimalah, Lea Salonga, dengan lagu yang akan didendangkannya, "Refleksi".


"Reflection"
by Lea Salonga

Look at me, I will never pass for a perfect bride, or a perfect daughter,
Can it be, I'm not meant to play this part,
Now I see, that if I were truly to be myself, I would break my family's heart.

Who is that girl I see, staring straight back at me,
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Somehow I cannot hide, who I am, though I've tried,
When will my reflection show, who I am, inside?
When will my reflection show, who I am, inside?

How I pray, that a time will come I can free myself,
And meet their expectations,
On that day, I'll discover some way to be myself,
And to make my family proud.

They want a docile lamb,
No one knows who I am,
Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide?
Must I pretend that I'm someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show, who I am, inside?
When will my reflection show, who I am, inside?

The part that got me most was, "They want a docile lamb, no one knows who I am..." So beautifully phrased!

Hope you enjoyed it as much as I did.

I need to go now - to be myself!

Crowned: A Look at the New Miss Universe Malaysia 2012

So we crowned our new Miss Universe 2012.

Now of course I know this news is so yesterday (10 November 2011 to be exact). But I thought I'd cook up a post anyway to end what I started earlier here.

The show was... let's just say, it barely lived up to all the promises of the usual pageantry and pomp that comes with a beauty contest like this. The organisation's first attempt at broadcasting a live show was evident, but for the same reason, forgiveable. Despite the less than enchanting show - at one point, one could not help but wonder whether the show was set to crown the new Miss Universe Malaysia or to get viewers to sashay from left to right at a Dayang Nurfaizah concert (the songstress filled up all the performance slots, belting out 3-4 songs throughout the night, and oddly, none of them were hers) - a winner emerged.

Clad in a pink, Bill Keith number, Kimberley Ann Estrop-Leggett took home the crown, sweeping along the Miss Photogenic title and the Nestle Fitnesse Award.

A close-up of the new Miss Universe Malaysia 2o12, flanked by 2011 winner Deborah Henry

During the Final Question & Answer, Leggett was asked, "Malaysia is a multi-racial country, with different people, with different religions, beliefs and systems. How do you think we can strengthen our unity and keep the country in harmony?"

"I believe following the Malaysian national motto which is "Bersekutu Bertambah Mutu", that we all should unite together. For example, myself being of mixed racial background, I believe that what makes myself feel proud, being a Malaysian, is that we are a mix of backgrounds, we are a blend of cultures, and we all can sit together in a room like we are tonight and are celebrating our unity. Thank you," the 18-year-old Penangnite replied.

Upon closer inspection, Leggett technically did not answer the question, merely asserting the fact that Malaysians can come together in harmony, offering no suggestions as to how unity can be strengthened, as the question demanded.

Truth be told, given the circumstance, anyone would have been tongue-tied faced with a crowd hoping you'd do either exceedingly well (Kim-boleh supporters, as they call it), or hope you'd stumble midway in a sentence (of which another contestant unfortunately succumbed to).

Nonetheless, was her inability (at the heat of the moment) to hit the question on the nail, giving in to a case of verbal diarrhoea instead forgiveable? In other words, should she have won?

Honestly, I don't know.

The Final Q&A session gave only a measly 20% weightage in determining the overall winner. Had that percentage been dramatically higher, she would have easily lost the crown. Now don't get me wrong, I don't think she's intellectually-challenged or anything but she needs to improve on her ability to provide a clear, succinct answer when caught in a storm full of fiery darts. Let this be a lesson to all then (I know, like who am I to be showing the ropes right?).

But I guess, it boiled down to the remaining 80%. I admit, she was the most striking-looking (so much so that she reminds me of one of those girls who would do well in the Estee Lauder model search, with reference to her mixed ancestry). For some reason, it seems like she was dressed to win, the Bill Keith gown fitted her remarkably. The bright pink contrasted her pale porcelain skin while her hair, swept to right, brought an old school glamour while revealing the length of her neck.

Leggett taking her first walk as Miss Universe Malaysia

One thing concerns me though, I'm not sure if her mixed parentage would sit well with the judges at the upcoming Miss Universe 2012 - it could work either way. She may be at a disadvantage if the judges deem that her European features does not reflect her Malaysian locals or at an advantage if the judges opine that she reflected a universal appeal (it is Miss Universe after all), binding together attributes of the East and the West due to her Malaysian and British-Dutch ancestry.


For the sake of all Malaysians, let's hope it's the latter.

P/S: Below you'll find a string of runner-ups who for the first time, these runner-ups look like they were just as close to the crown as Leggett. These noteworthy ladies include:

3rd runner-up, Juanita Ramayah

We all thought she was going to clinch the 1st runner-up title, at the very least. Yes, very pretty. To me, she was the most likeable because she exuded a sense of humility (judging on the outside of course). Like she knew she was pretty but she was more shy about it than she was proud - and that for some reason, was very attractive. Facially, her beauty came through despite the heavy make-up on the gala night, but there was too much going on with her hair, the extensions added drama indeed but to a point where she could have roared and I would have passed her off as a lion without a doubt. Anyway, did I mention, she's a juniour doing the same course I did at Taylor's? Yes, don't mind the biasness.

2nd runner-up, Boon Lu Xanne

She was by far the most outstanding Chinese beauty in the pageant, attributed to her dimples perhaps - flown in from the Grand Canyon I suspect. At one point, I thought she might just win it. Her answer during the Final Q&A was confident, although her delivery could be improved. Styling wise, on the night, for some reason she didn't look as fresh-faced as I've seen her during the TV episodes before. Her face was framed by one of those voluminous sexy locks but it overpowered her delicate face, I felt. I like her here, with her hair slicked to the back.

1st runner-up, Gabriella Robinson

Robinson dominated the voting polls, with a landslide win of 50% (thereabout) of all SMS votes. Styling wise, I have so much to say. On the gala night, the team's styling did not do her beauty justice. Her hair was almost nightmare-ish (I exaggerate). It looked drab and lifeless. What happened to her freshly-cut bangs by A Cut Above weeks before? And her gown? The high neckline and bright-Chinese-New-Year- red tone added an "aunty-ness" to her already mature-looking features. If it's any consolation, she handled her Final Q&A rather well.